I thought my insecurities were finally gone… i wasn’t jealous, I wasn’t afraid. I was just in love. Then in an instant all my progress went away. I’m terrified. I need constant reassurance and even then, am I completely sure…? I don’t trust fully. I am always wondering what if. It’s like I’m back to square one and I’m terrified of where I am going to left…
We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”
I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.
Let our scars fall in love.
— Galway Kinnell (via kushandwizdom)
I hope you fall in love
With someone who always texts back and never lets
You fall asleep thinking you’re
I hope you fall in love with someone
Who holds your hand during the scary parts of
Horror movies and burns
Cookies with you when you’re
Too busy dancing around the
I hope you fall in love with
Someone who sees galaxies in your eyes
And hears music in your
I hope you fall in love with someone who
Tickles you and makes you smile
On hard days and on easy
But beyond all that I hope
You fall in love with someone
Who will never leave you behind
And who will never take you
For granted, someone who
Will stand by you when you’re
Right and stand by you
When you’re wrong,
Someone who has seen you at your worst
And has loved you
I hope you fall in love
With someone who
Kisses you in the rain
And hugs you in the cold and
Wouldn’t have you any other
infatuatedbythatsmile said: I LOVE MY FRIEND (: AND I AM HAPPY SHE IS HAPPY. SPECIAL FRIEND BETTER NOT HURT YOU OR ELSE. hahaha jk jk. but not really. (: teehee.
Hahahaha friend you’re so funny. Love you! Always looking out for me :) even when you’re MIA this summer :( hahah
Anonymous said: Tbh, whoever you got now is pretty lucky. Sometimes I wish I didn't mess things up with you...
I’m not too sure who this is.. But, whoever you are, I’m sure at the time I really wanted to be with you but everything happens for a reason. I’m happy with who I am with right now, and I hope you’re happy with who you’re with (if you’re with someone) or you’re happy with being alone at the moment. Don’t dwell on the past too much, okay? I’ve spent like 2 years wondering what it’d be like if things would have worked out with one person before I just accepted it. Be happy, anon.
Anonymous said: Are you happy?
Yes, I am happy. Are you happy, anon? I hope you are, everyone should be happy!